这次的焦虑和忧伤竟然变成了无法排解的情绪。

昨夜的卧谈讲到了四点半。

迷迷糊糊间已经忘记自己到底讲出了多少真心话。

我只是觉得很难过了因为好久没有对着谁吐露自己的感受。

我用那些在心里跟自己讲过很多遍的道理开导其中一个室友。

但我知道那其实都是说给自己听的。

你们好不好呢。我很想知道。

那种热切的程度超过一切言语表达的能力却最终让我无法问候。

Whether we are too eager to meet someone new that we forget the people we already know for a long time. Sometimes, I feel that everyone is moving on except me. I might be the type of people who always draw itself into the old-timey glorious and the unutterable emotion of gratefulness. Then I tend to believe that people who know you will remember what you are and how nice you were instead of yourself. But now it appears to be a little ridiculous. 

I've been avoiding my sentimentalism for a while. To keep it from eruption, I try several actions. But since I can't either abandon this character nor strengthen it. I assume "Let it be" will be an appropriate solution.

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There is a TOEFL test today. Wish my friends great luck.